quilty

woke up this morning wishing it was back to yesterday morning, but after laying in bed for a few HOURS i got the text that always makes my heart feel like its running while lit on fire. no matter what ive been through, or what will happen next, right now at this very moment, i have the best life in the world. period. rahuls mom just cooked something that smells hella yummy, but i wont get my fork in it until after the gym just waiting on rahul : ) 

this morning was a late one, woke up early but lounged around, thats the purpose of sundays right? everyone else was taking a trip to the gwara soo i decided to go too, for a change, we went to the fremont one and whoa has it changed! everything was different about it, means i havent made a trip to old god’s house in a whillle hahaa whatever. unfortunately there was some sort of event going on, and there were a CRAP load of people, if theres one thing i cannot stand, it’s a huge variety of indians in one building. after that stopped by my nephews house, went to the park and took pics of them playing basketball cuz i want them to have pics of themselves when theyre my age.. was craving some ice cream so i picked some up when i got back home, had some left over mac and cheese for dinner and now im here with a bollywood movie in the dvd player : D

damn. woke up and layed in bed falling in and out of sleep and everytime i’d wake up.. itd feel like an hour had passed when in reality it was only a few mins later.. i love when that happens! then i finally got up and went to work.. by the way i hate ross.. the people that shop there are awesome.. but everyone else can eat poop. got off work, went home.. and remembered a co worker invited me over to her house. shes married and about 8 years older than me.. when i first met her i wasnt sure if i’d have anything in common with her.. and now knowing her, i still really dont, but i dont know something about her.. her life, her struggles, even when she talks about something gay that happened to her, she always says it with a smile lol anyways. she seemed like she needed a friend so i hung out with her.. and surprisingly, she was pretty fun to talk to. just made some mac n cheese, tortellini alfredo and steamed brocolli. yes i throw down like that :) yum dinner time

I woke up thinking about everything that i had to get done today, and now looking back, i didnt do SHIT! lol but its cool because arlein made her mom an awesome mothers day present, i now have food in the refrigerator, my mom and i did a lot of great bargain shopping, and now im eating some delicious butterchicken : D

theres soo much that happened between now and last week, a lot of it would be hard to explain because i simply dont understand how to put certain emotions into words. what i do know.. is that i have something extremely special. something that i’ve always tried to look for and one day it just happened.. i cant explain how perfectly some situations fit into one another. and im ready to defend it with my life, so dont mess with me okay! lol jk. i just know i’ll never give up no matter how things end up. : )

anyways. i bought a pair vans for 5 dollars today : D whaat lol